Wednesday, 27 October 2010
Sigh baby.
I CANNOT TAKE THIS. I REALLY REALLY WANNA TELL YOU THAT IM COMING!!!
I've convinced myself that the fact that I'm really coming is just a dream, and I'm trying so freaking hard not to think about it!!
But it's sooo hard to keep it from you when you tell me how much you miss me every day.. and how you tell me it doesn't matter even if you don't get to see me till July.
and how you really want to be here in UK in march/april.
OMGGG. babyy. how???? i really wanna share the happiness with you but I know once I tell you I will regret!!! cuz you will laugh at me!!! :(
I guess the pros of me telling you will be that you will have something to look forward to. but the bad thing is you won't be surprised. :C AND THEN YOU WILL SAY I AM FAIL AGAIN.
SO NO. I WILL NOT TELL.
OMG but it really is sooo hard. the billion times before I wrote this post that you told me how much you wanted to see me. and hug me. and hold me. AIYOH I FEEL LIKE TELLING U CHILL LA TWO MORE MONTHS ONLY.
but no.
willnottellmybabywillnottellmybaby.
but sigh. i wanna scream at you and say that I'm dying to go to disneyland with you, and be all stupid with you. and be all crazyhappylovedup in the cold winter. you will have something better than a stupid hot water bottle( yeah the lame one you gave me for my birthday - why didnt u send me yourself huh huh huh?) to hug!!!! you will have a true blue girlfriend who is warm, who will cry for you, who will make your scarf for you.
(btw i was lying when I said i havent done the scarf :):) i plan to give it to u when Im in HK. *when im in HK* gosh this sounds sooo awesome. :) and im going to tell you soon that i dont think i can make the scarf in time :D )
LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY. omg. ive written here for so long but i still feel like telling u. luckily you are asleep now. PHEW.
i think its the chocolates and fizzy drinks ive been drinking as well. FULL OF CRAP OMG I FEEL LIKE TELLING OMGGGGGGGG.
aaah. ok i will go do my work. ive lasted ten days without telling you. hahaha.
oh you said..if you were gonna surprise me you wouldnt be able to not tell me. WELL I WILL SHOW U THAT I CAN. (hopefully la OMG SHIT I WANNA TELL U SOOO BAD ITS NOT FUNNY)
i love you baby. and sorry for being so slow (well not really la since you will be reading this when this blog is completed) with the episodes. haha. ive been busy la darling. i love youuuuu!!!!!!!!!
so so so so so so so much it doesnt make sense.
♥ ,
your beautiful and amazing girlfriend who has planned such an insane surprise that she isnt going to give up now:)
I LOVE YOU.
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