Friday, 26 November 2010
I love you. You're sleeping sooo peacefully after a long long talk where you asked me to change the relationship status. :)
I told you that my "woman's instinct" tells me that you will be very happy before Jan comes. Maybe me coming will not entirely make you forget the stress about getting a job, but I hope that it will make you abit happy for awhile.
Just be patient my love. it is only three more weeks till you get to touch, hug, kiss me again. Although you do not know it, I do. And I will do all the smiling for both of us.
I tell you that your friends will know how much I love you...they will know when you tell them how I did my very best not to tell you. Keeping this BIG secret inside me for so long, while talking to you and missing you every day has been near impossible. However, as the time draws near, I hope that I can keep to this and remain silent about this. I love you.
Your bro said that he wanted to bring you on holiday because he is helping me la :) although he is a very nice dai lou, I doubt that he is so nice that he will use his Asia Miles to come and visit a country that he had just gone to a few months before.
Soon I shall pretend to "send" the scarf to you. HAHA. be prepared for some emotions as it will become "lost" in the mail.
Even now, through all the uncertainty, I can still smile in my heart knowing that I am going to see you soon. Although you may be working at the time, well it doesnt matter so much anymore. Yes I was quite disappointed. But now I guess I'm working hard at trying to see the bigger picture. And now there is even one more reason not to tell you, so I will definitely be stronger about not telling you la! The reason is that I want the best for you, and I dont want to affect you in any way. (although today i swear AGAIN i was so close to telling you because you were just so stressed about BNP and I just wanted to make you happy.)
Honestly sometimes I need to remind myself that I am really going to HK in three weeks time because I have kept it inside me for so long that I am starting not to believe that I'm going ^^
I love love love love you hun. And it is true like what you said today, good things happen altogether at once, so I WILL PUT IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, I WILL GO TO HK, I WILL SPEND THE WEEK BEFORE XMAS WITH YOU, AND HOPEFULLY, YOU WILL GET A JOB BY THEN.
<3 you tons.
Drove through the city @ |{00:04|
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