Wednesday 27 October 2010

baby, you're sleeping so soundly, and I'm here right across the world, smiling at you, because the secret that's in me, is one of the best things I can think of giving you.

looking at you fast asleep..and not knowing what is going to hit you in 50 days time is just so happy-fying for me. to know that I'm gonna make you smile soo much..and be so so so so so happy that I'm right by your side.

i know its sickening to be apart for so long. which is why i DIE DIE also told myself that I have to make it all up to you; you stuck through my emo times, the times i said this wouldnt work, the times i said "suen kei chi yin" you still stood by my side. and patiently waited. SO THIS IS MY PRESENT TO YOU.

when you least expect it. :)

and you know what's so annoying? after i booked the hotels ( yes i booked them alrd..how? well this is another episode which will come soon) the adverts on some websites follow your recent searches. so everytime i open a google website with adverts, they will show me some stupid HK hotels. and everytime i look at it i will remember the HK trip and my surprise to you. HAHA. then i cannot stand it and feel like telling you. LOL.

damn bad shape right.

I LOVE YOU HUNNY.

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Sigh baby.

I CANNOT TAKE THIS. I REALLY REALLY WANNA TELL YOU THAT IM COMING!!!

I've convinced myself that the fact that I'm really coming is just a dream, and I'm trying so freaking hard not to think about it!!

But it's sooo hard to keep it from you when you tell me how much you miss me every day.. and how you tell me it doesn't matter even if you don't get to see me till July.

and how you really want to be here in UK in march/april.

OMGGG. babyy. how???? i really wanna share the happiness with you but I know once I tell you I will regret!!! cuz you will laugh at me!!! :(

I guess the pros of me telling you will be that you will have something to look forward to. but the bad thing is you won't be surprised. :C AND THEN YOU WILL SAY I AM FAIL AGAIN.

SO NO. I WILL NOT TELL.

OMG but it really is sooo hard. the billion times before I wrote this post that you told me how much you wanted to see me. and hug me. and hold me. AIYOH I FEEL LIKE TELLING U CHILL LA TWO MORE MONTHS ONLY.

but no.

willnottellmybabywillnottellmybaby.

but sigh. i wanna scream at you and say that I'm dying to go to disneyland with you, and be all stupid with you. and be all crazyhappylovedup in the cold winter. you will have something better than a stupid hot water bottle( yeah the lame one you gave me for my birthday - why didnt u send me yourself huh huh huh?) to hug!!!! you will have a true blue girlfriend who is warm, who will cry for you, who will make your scarf for you.

(btw i was lying when I said i havent done the scarf :):) i plan to give it to u when Im in HK. *when im in HK* gosh this sounds sooo awesome. :) and im going to tell you soon that i dont think i can make the scarf in time :D )

LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY. omg. ive written here for so long but i still feel like telling u. luckily you are asleep now. PHEW.

i think its the chocolates and fizzy drinks ive been drinking as well. FULL OF CRAP OMG I FEEL LIKE TELLING OMGGGGGGGG.

aaah. ok i will go do my work. ive lasted ten days without telling you. hahaha.

oh you said..if you were gonna surprise me you wouldnt be able to not tell me. WELL I WILL SHOW U THAT I CAN. (hopefully la OMG SHIT I WANNA TELL U SOOO BAD ITS NOT FUNNY)

i love you baby. and sorry for being so slow (well not really la since you will be reading this when this blog is completed) with the episodes. haha. ive been busy la darling. i love youuuuu!!!!!!!!!

so so so so so so so much it doesnt make sense.

♥ ,

your beautiful and amazing girlfriend who has planned such an insane surprise that she isnt going to give up now:)

I LOVE YOU.

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Wednesday 20 October 2010

So, the last episode left you hanging?

Well, here's what happened next:

After getting that crazy plan, I started to think of wild, insane ways to get to Hong Kong.

1. Get a job to get enough money for a return ticket straight from UK to Hong Kong without telling my parents

2. Beg from Oliver and Ming, because they earn soo much money its just disgusting.

3. Start a Hong Kong fund, and save some money each day.

Needless to say, all the above was so super FAIL.

I had to tell my parents.

I did try to check out the straight flights from here to HK, but zomg kill me they are so expensive!!! 900 pounds!! and this research was done early October!! Mad Crazy I don't know WHAT. I was so emo, I told Felix about it and he told me to look for indirect flights BUT OMG STILL SO EXPENSIVE.

:( so I was quite depressed. :( I mentioned it to my cousin brother who thought I was crazy. But ultimately he told me to just tell my parents because I'm a big girl, and after all, its JUST a holiday.

Days passed but I was soo pissed off with not being able to do anything about it that I could not stop thinking of ways. SO, I mentioned to my mom...

"Mom, so do you want me to go back to Malaysia this December?"

And of course the reply was yes - the next thing to ask: "Mum, can I go to HK when I go back to Malaysia?"

And what did she reply? "HAr, for internship? Caaan."

And I said "Eh. Please. 2 weeks only, Internship for what? See friends la!"

And she replied "Don't play around with boy's heart!!"

HAHA, I probably told you part of this conversation, but didn't mention why my mom brought it up.

Of course, my mom then said she wanted to follow me this that bla bla bla - you know this part, just that I told you that this was for June and not Dec. Surprisingly, when I said I wanted to go for a week, she didn't say anything! I guess she understands :):) and she supports us:):)You were wondering why my mom was so rushed about this HAHA. And you were also quite scared that my mom was coming..but you told me "aiya nevermind la. at least this is just in June"

But I remember saying to you, "What IF she wants to come in Dec???" HAHA and you replied "I will die for you to see"

This is where I worried so much. Because if she really was to come, HOW am I supposed to spend time with you, and HOW will you face her if you were so scared?

So guess who I called?

Lengzhai Dai Lou lor, who else?

I told him everything and he said it would be a better idea for me to go to HK because your mom wouldn't like it if you went to Malaysia in Dec, especially if i paid for your ticket. Although it would be with my mom, he said "Don't worry, I will take care of Aunty!" (now you know why I like your bro so much:) he's my partner in crime heehee)

He also said it would be better for your mom, cuz I'm not technically "sung seung moon", just on the way see a friend.

SO, it was set then. BUT you know my mother la. she will say alot of things but she won't do it. She said she would go and we could both stay with her friend, and that I could spend as much time with you as I wanted as she had her friend. But she never planned anything. I had to rush her because tickets were getting really really expensive.

I asked my cousin sister what to do. She said she would try and talk to my mom, and explain that I am serious, and that I wanted to see you bla bla bla. And also, to let me go alone. Because I still didn't really like the idea of her coming with me - i was scared she will emo with me when I dont spend time with her ma!

Ahem, you must be wondering where my father is in this equation huh? Well I never dared to ask, but I assume my mother must have told him, and he is also too scared to ask me straight up HAHA. Sad father and scared daughter:)

Without my father, I couldn't buy tickets because he is the one with all the contacts of the ticket bookings.

My parents started calling me asking me to book this and that...and my father FINALLY mentioned "Hmmm I'm not sure I like this HK idea..."

HAHA. I told him not to worry because I had ALOT of other friends like Jocelyn, and Jonathan. I never even mentioned your name haha. NEITHER DID HE. lolll.

Even tickets to Malaysia was expensive. :( I was getting really afraid that I would not be able to go back in time...

So far, it seems that En-Li has convinced her parents...

She had many ppl supporting her "crazy" and "kik ching" actions...including her MOM, LENGZHAI DAI LOU, COUSIN BROTHER AND SISTER, FELIX, ZHIYI, MING, OLIVER....and although rather reluctantly...maybe her father too....:)

BUT,

How did En-Li manage to get tickets to fly?
Did she manage to finally convince her parents to let her go on her own?
Where would she stay if she went to Hong Kong alone?

Dum Dum Dum....

All these answers and more... in Episode 3 :)

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Monday 18 October 2010

Sigh baby.

You really really want to see me. And you're so sad I almost can't take it that you don't know that I'm coming.

You told me about the sales job at GSK and how you want to take it so you can get enough money to come and see me in February.

If I had any doubts that it was the right decision to fly to Hong Kong, I know for certain now.

You said you were almost tearing because you wanted to see me sooo much..haha like a "lao kai" little child.

HOW? Should I tell you? Should I? Should I?

But I know you lovee surprises. And I guess I shall wait and see if you should really know about it or not.

Today was the first day I went to church with Janice, and I told her that I was coming to Hong Kong. I think she was quite surprised. Haha. This is what you didn't know. I asked her if it was a good idea..And she seemed quite speechless about it. I think she's shocked that I can be equally as "kik ching" as you.

I love you my hunny, and I told you today that "your romantic turbo is at a max now but will slow down..mine is just going to start. after awhile you will realise how much I actually love you"

When I say this I'm talking about the moment you find out I'm in Hong Kong. :)

I love you sweetie.

xoxo

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Saturday 16 October 2010

OKay, so. I hate writing down the process when it has already happened and I wanna tell you the latest..but what to do. I have to if not the story will have no start or end.

HERE GOES:

I will go through the entire thought process in this post :)

1. How did this idea come about?

When I said I most probably would not be going back in Dec, (this would probably be right before I came back to UK) I was telling the truth...

All the way until my Daddy looked at me and said "You don't want to spend Christmas with the family?"

I realised that I wanted to go back to Malaysia in December, but I checked my holidays.. and *DUM DUM DUM* I only had TWO AND A HALF WEEKS! *cry*

:C I was hoping to go to Hong Kong when I went back to Malaysia, but obviously that would be out of the question seeing as I only had two weeks.

OOH, BUT: could you come here instead??? SO, I immediately sent a message to my favourite Dai Lou to ask him stuff: here's a printscreen - as you can see this idea was in my head since sept 3. THIS IS WHAT WE CALL LONG CON BABY:)




The more I thought about it, the more happy I became. I checked AirAsia and the flights were pretty cheap and I was going to buy already, but I realised that I needed your passport number and all - so I had to wait till I got back to UK and somehow got your passport number from you :)

It was all quite worrying and I was banking on quite alot - we weren't even together then and etc. so I put that idea on hold for awhile...and we spent our wonderful and memorable time together. The more I thought about it, the more worried I got - what if you already got a job? How was I supposed to surprise you with a ticket and expect you to be able to fly? What if you decided to go somewhere else on holiday?

I called my favourite Dai Lou again and asked him all this, and he said Don't Worry la! He will say that he wants to bring you on holiday or something...:) problem settled? sort of....SO I managed to take a pic of your passport :D:D:D



you didn't even notice because you were busy packing..but actually by that time it was seeming less and less likely that you could come because I didn't know yet if I was going back and the prices on AirAsia were getting expensive.

THEN, my parents mentioned that they wanted to look at some property in London, and obviously they should not come in December especially during Christmas when everything is closed right?

So I suggested to them that they could come before the holidays start which is in Nov..WHICH MEANS that I would already have spent time with them here in London when they come...WHICH MEANS that I could now request that I go to Hong Kong instead!!!

FOOH! YAY:)

BUT,
how will En-Li convince her parents to let her go back to Malaysia although its only two weeks holiday?
how will En-Li convince her parents to let her go to Hong Kong for a week at least?
If she doesn't go alone..how is she going to spend time with her beloved Beanie?
Who helped her out with thinking of plans?

Hahaa.. we will find out in the next episode....:)

love you!

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So many things have happened since the first post, and to avoid writing one super long crazy post, I guess it's better if I split up the stories. :D:D

I meant to write down something here everytime something new happened regarding my trip, but whenever that something happens, I'm either a) talking to you or b) writing in our other blog or c) doing my stupid work.

And during my birthday, do you remember? I was crazily happy, to the point that you felt that i was very "farn" and being very "mo liu" jumping around here and there?

:D:D:D that's because everything on the trip got confirmed on my birthday so that's why I repeatedly told you that I feel that I am the happiest girl in the world that day.

LOL baby, Im sorry to say, it wasn't all because of you that I was happy - of course you are a big part..I mean the reason I'm happy about this trip is also because I get to see you, but also because I realise that my family kinda indirectly supports our relationship, and believes in us :)

OH LOVE, when you were at the club house, after I opened your beautiful box of presents, you turned your laptop around to show me the night scenery of Hong Kong. DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT WAS NOT TO SAY OMG YAY IN 2 MONTHS TIME I CAN SEE IT FOR MYSELFFFF!!!

You also said, "Sigh I wish you could see this with me...Nevermind la you will see it in June"

HAHA OMG SERIOUSLY I THINK YOU SAW ME SMILE AGAIN LIKE AN IDIOT and you asked me why I was smiling and I just said, well I love you..and I'm so lucky to have you. BUT REALLY IT WAS BECAUSE OMG I WAS GOING TO SEE IT LIKE.....SOONER THAN YOU THINKKK!

This is the reason why I've been so insanely happy the past few days before and after my birthday :D

Lol. I realise even though this is the second post, I still havent told you anything about the process. OMG I really cannot keep it in and if I don't write it down here soon I will JUST TELL EVERYTHING TO YOU zomg.

But it is now very cold and very late. I just came back from my birthday dinner at the korean restaurant and I need to shower now.

Maybe the story will just have to be left to another post.

Again, I love you baby!

love,
your piglet, who is going to hong kong in 62 DAYSS!!

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Thursday 14 October 2010

I think I must really love you!

I'm doing everything I can to make you happy - and I hope you realise that.

This blog was made especially for me because I know that there will be times that I will not be able to stop myself from blurting out that:

IM GOING TO HONG KONG TO SEE YOU THIS DECEMBER FROM THE 18TH TILL THE 24TH!!!!!!!!

(now you see why I had to start this blog? Its been so hard keeping this in for the past 3 days - I keep on wanting to scream this at you every time I talk to you on oovoo)

Whee!!!! I've actually been toying around with this idea for weeks - ever since you left I realised that I would really really be so sad if you couldn't make it to come back in February like you promised.

And I know that you will do your best to keep your promise..its not that I don't believe in you, but I don't want to pressurize you and stress you out with jobs and salary and everything. So that's why I thought, hmm if he can't come here to see me, do I not have hands or legs that I myself cannot go and see my baby? SO THERE IT IS:)

Another reason for starting this blog is to tell you everything about the process of planning because I know how much you like to know about the process - its all about the heart's intention (sum yi??) right? So I'm going to write everything that I actually should be telling you here, instead of accidentally telling you when I'm talking to you :) (unlike you, so fail, always accidentally spoil your OWN surprise)

I really really hope that this surprise will go on well..there are so many unknowns, like what if you get a job and you have no time for me la (my lengzhai dailou said that he will help me in this, if you find a job by then he will probably tell you to take some leave or something) OR what if you decide to go on holiday somewhere. OMG that would just be so horrible wouldn't it?

Anyways, you are currently sleeping and I'm watching you yawn. HAHA. I have to finish my prep work for tmr first. And if I'm not too tired I'll update this blog with what I've planned, and how I planned it so far okay?

LOVE YOU BEEBEE!!

This present is to tell you that the best things come to those who don't expect anything in return for the things that they have done. I hope, that when December comes, you will still love me as much as you love me now, because this shows that although there was little or no chance of seeing me in the next 6 months or so (duh cuz you dont know that I'm coming) you still kept on loving me the way you do. I LOVE YOU BEANIe.

And I really hope that nothing will go wrong, that I will still want to go to HK in december (choi choi if we break up or anything like that I will DIE) and that we will still be as in love with each other as we are now!

Love,

En-LI

WHO IS GOING TO HONG KONG WHEEEE!!!!

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